Monday, March 16, 2009
I havent't did a proper blog post in a long while, no? Well I do type something everyday because I am forced to do devotional journal but nothing specially for this, no? So let's talk about Sunday today.
Apparently, due to my absolute lack of time management, I have not completed what I needed to do by Sunday and it's due on Monday. *Gasp* So I was struggling very badly on whether to breka my promise to Daddy God to not work on Sabbath or to stick on with the promise - bearing consquences. Well, it's not that bad I tried to reassure myself, the paper is due at 6pm and I can get up in the morning to do it and make it for my project meeting. It's not that bad. Of course my heart is saying, no and trying to explain it doesn't work that way. In any case, so I decided that maybe I really should spend the time in prayer and dug out some of the old Christian songs that touched me along my Christian life and, well I was blessed. I haven't felt so close to God for sometime, I haven't thrashed things out with God properly for a long long while. Unlike the previous times where I get this wow emotion,this time, it's just bland, me and God. I don't know, it's weird. Perhaps this is what they call the next stage of teh Christian walk where it's really not all about the FEELING but the deep seated knowledge that He exist and He is speaking to me. I don't need to feel God to know that He exist because HE exists as a fact.
In any case, after that I went to bed and all only to find myself UNABLE to sleep because I was boggled by certain issues. And behind my head was like, die already la. If I can't sleep means that I can't wake up tomorrow and the whole work issue begin to pile on my head. And I still couldn't sleep till a long while later.
By some miracle I managed to wake up in time (seriously, 7am is a feat for ME). And I thought that maybe I should honour God in spite of all these and do my DJ for the next one hour and utter a short prayer. So I ended up starting work at 8.
And everyone was done.
The project meeting ended.
Nothing big happened.
God brought me through.
I learnt what it means to honour God.
=)
Innocence
4:04 PM
