Monday, December 08, 2008
Clothes packing is a chore but I am happily realized that (yes that was saracastic) that my wardrobe lacks essentials and I really need to throw away a lot of clothes to make way for new ones. I threw out 3/4 of jeans collection because either a) they are too old (faded black jeans is not nice. Esp when I have wore them for like 4 years? And yes they are torn and tattered as well) b) I can't fit into them anymore! And honestly throwing those stuff out makes me feel good about myself.
Now to the tops. I am quite sure there are some of my long sleeve work clothes that I can't fit. I need to find out which and out they go. There are also two striking tops that I realized I have never wore them before in my entire life! And don't feel like. I guess those got to go as well. And then I have a huge headache with regards to my sleeveless tops which are basically OLD but WEARABLE but super short. Me no like short tops at all. But they are wearable and I love sleeveless tops. I was thinking of throwing some of them out after I get new supplies of basics that I would wear out. Throwing them all all will drain my wardrobe too.
And I realized I have TONS of tee shirts as well which again I can't decide what to do with them.
But they are newer and well who throws tee shirts away right (My darling AC tee shirts and some secondary school ones yes)
And I have also gladly realized that my wardrobe lacks of essentials. Example: A little black dress (actually I do have one but it doesn't really flatter me) and a dress suit (yes that. I don't have a my jacket coz my mum claims that it is not important). And I really need to go shopping for those. Another long sleeve shirt will do fine in my wardrobe as well.
GYAA.. Why is packing my wardrobe so hard?!
And then there are shoes, my fridge...
I'm really sorry. At the end of the day, it wasn't meant to be that way. I didn't know you would have took it so negatively but that's the only time you can follow the full trail of thoughts. Not via a phone call, not via face to face. Why is it I am always screwing up stuff? I don't mean to make you feel upset you know. I really didn't.
Innocence
5:03 PM
