Wednesday, March 26, 2008
This post should be short.
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It's not my fault I am sick.
And it's not like I like being sick. For the record, I do want to get well as well. It's bad enough you IGNORE me. I don't need you sarcastic little remarks. And btw,I am gonna go to school tomorrow, no matter what. I'm just gonna FORCE myself to it somehow. Bring stockpiles of panadol and tissue. I rather faint in school (which I won't. Coz I only "fainted" once in my life before. I have a higher chance of feeling darn horrible and sniffing the whole day) than to stay at home for you to laugh at.
And for the record, I was working till I was sick. Yes, I earned like a 100 bucks on monday? And the continuous working killed me. And I am even lazy to tell you more. I mean for what, seriously, you will just sit and laugh that I am a weakling. Like always.
You just love finding fault in me don't you? You think I am not good enough and all you are looking at is my flaws to fit your def isn't it?
Face it.
I am not perfect.
I have things that I am good at and things that I am NOT good at. If you wanna stare at the latter, you have a lot to support your pt. By right I shouldn't be caring, but apparently I am feeling horrendous about and I am unhappy that you are making me horrendous abt it.
It's amazing that my brain is actually functioning (of sorts). The sneezes interupt my train of thoughts though. I think I am getting sleepy.
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These are days you wish for a bf and some physical comfort like sleeping on his shoulders and a hug that tell you that everything's alright. A kiss on your forehead to tell you that he will be there and someone to cook porridge and perhaps feed you.
But oh well. That's my little dream. That def will not come true for the near future.
I should be hitting the beds soon. How did I survive till 10pm I have no idea.
I really hope I don't get panadol poisoning coz I will be eating another em.. 2 before I sleep.
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I really don't like being sick.
At least not at the wrong time.
Sorry for sounding so emo, but I really wished someone cared.
Innocence
9:51 PM
