Saturday, February 09, 2008
I can't believe I am emo-ing under the hot sunny Singapore afternoon sun. But I really am. And at this rate I am going, I think iI am going to udergo depression soon.You see, based on the advice given by my dearest relatives and friends, I have begun scouting for scholarships and courses and the more I looka at it the more depressed I am. No, not because I am inconfident of results (well the fact ois true and is not currently my main cause of distress) but rather, I suddently realize how meaningless life is. So I have this really long holiday now, and then I am going to apply for university, then I go out to work. And I work and I work, then suddenly become old and then I die. That's how my life's gonna be. Does anyone see how depressing this is? You work and then you die. You work so you get the money but you are so occupied with work 5 days a week, (or maybe 7) then how are you foing to spend the money? Why does life sound so freaking meaningless now? Work.. work.. work.. die. What type of life is this? Does anyone share my pain?
Innocence
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