Sunday, April 30, 2006
Exodus 7 – NIV
3But I will harden the Pharaoh’s heart and though I multiply my miraculous signs and wonders in Egypt, 4 he will not listen to you. Then I will lay my hand on Egypt and with mighty acts of judgment I will bring out my divisions, my people the Israelites. And the Egyptians will know that I am the LORD when I stretched out my hand against Egypt and bring the Israelites out of it.Oh yes. How could I forget.. This is the exact same thing that God showed me that time not too long along when I was struck with some sickness (which I don’t remember exactly, I think it was the wisdom teeth thing).,Father spoke to me today and He said so much to me, it brought me here in awe of him all over again .
He said give it my best fight with the Holy Spirit in me. He said, even if it doesn’t work out, it’s not fault at all, but rather, it’s because He wants his miracle to flow into the school. For He might harden the hearts of those in authority so that He could “multiply my (His) miraculous signs and wonders in Egypt” to show the world that He is truly alive. He said do not fear, because His will will be done and He loves me, and He will rescue me.
He said no one could put me anywhere that He doesn’t want me to be at and even if it might be somewhere that I might not like it personally, it’s still a place for God’s miracle to set in. No matter where he place me, it is where His miracle would be at. For my presence, my breathing, my thinking, my feelings are all his miracle. I am his miracle. I don’t need a miracle to get through all these, but rather, I will be the miracle that will get through this.
Because I am the temple of the Lord and the Lord will live in me. No matter how destroyed I may be during the battle, the battle is the Lord’s and because it’s the Lord’s battle, it would be won. And when it is won, it’s when I will be healed. I would not run away because I was being destoryed, but I will stay here and wait patiently, though it may hurt in the process, but it’s through pure faith that I know I would be healed.
And at the meantime, I would let God’s miracles work. It might be hard on my part, but I would cling on to the Lord’s promise and believe. For I know, even the Lord seem to have forsaken me for now, He never will. And when after a long opposition through human strength , I still return to the Lord’s path, that’s when they will see that God is a the Lord Almighty and the true God that reigns. For this is the God who created the world and everyone single one of us, He is the great I am and nothing can go against him. Most importantly, the world will see that He is real.
The Lord’s miracle will sustain me.
And I do not have to do any extra fighting on my own, the Lord will fight for me, I just need to be willing to let him fight. And today I proclaim to the Lord and the world that, I will be the tool of the Lord, the tool that He would pick up and fight. And I say I would wait patiently for the Lord never disappoints.
Innocence
4:05 PM
